It's Awfully Quiet...

[C.o.G]

ok, so my topics are perhaps a little unconventional... you can see I'm struggling with some issues. But the truth is, I am clueless at handling my thoughts over some of these things that I think about... And I realise that hearing from people does help, and sometimes even humbling. I can say a lot & perhaps even put up a really eloquent speech, but at the end of the day, it's just me; if I would be completely honest with myself, I would admit that my thoughts can be wrong or irrational at times. But I don't want to talk to people who tells me the standard things; or clobber me with the Bible. I've had enough of that... & I know a lot of the conventional answers that people tell me... but I want to know how to handle situations in real life, or rather, how to manage myself when I struggle with these issues internally. And if you read my posts, i hope you could understand why it's difficult for me to talk to someone in person about it, because I don't articulate quite as well verbally. And sometimes there are so many thoughts & questions, I don't even know where to begin asking. I have googled, read books from some of the spiritual giants, but still they come from a different context, so I am trying to hear from people whom I know, who might have some views on this.

You can use the Bible, but... pls use it in the right context...? does that make sense?

I hope to hear from someone soon...